Time: 11:30 AM, missed my chance to go to church this morning, but at least I made breakfast
Mood (1 to 10, 10 = fantastic, 1 = absolutely horrible): 4, maybe
Last Meal: I made pancakes (but they were so thin that they were more like crepes, haha)
Current level of exercise: sedentary
Meds:
-Adderall: 10mg just now
-Prozac: my 60mg when I woke up at 5am realizing I hadn't taken it the night before
-Coffee: 2nd cup
General schedule of the day: so far I've just diddled around but I'm being creative and I've cooked food so that's admirable
Objective: I want to be motivated instead of just feeling how cold it is in here and not wanting to do anything. I want my Adderall to kick in and do something for me.
Dump Zone:
ehhh.....
What's the GLAD thing again? *looks it up*
Gratitude
Learning
Achieved
Delighted
Gratitude - I'm grateful for these two days off. (I don't need to focus on the fact that I've been wanting to have this chance to spend the weekend days with Alex for a long time, but this weekend had to be the one week Alex was out of town.)
Learning - Yesterday when I went to Kayla's bridal shower, I came up with ideas for things to add to our registry, and I also got motivated to work on making decisions about the bridesmaid dresses.
Achieved - I polished up a bunch of GarageBand tracks that I haven't really touched in months. That was pretty cool, and it was fun to just jump from one to another after I got bored of one.
Delighted - I played Pokemon (the Let's Go Pikachu game on my Nintendo Switch) and I caught a new Oddish! He was one of the first ones I caught, and I love his moves, but my original one evolved and I don't like what he evolved into, haha.....Gloom is a sad exchange for the cuteness of Oddish. So I caught a new one and put him in daycare (they level up there without you having to use them in your party, it's cool, I put a Kakuner in there and he went from, like, level 3 to level 14 in the weeks that I left him there.)
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I want to start writing again. Like, fiction writing. That was a really good outlet for me in high school and when I'd work on it in college, and I want to try to see what I can make now that I'm busy with work, but wanting to have something to invest myself in.
Sure, wedding planning is kind of more important, but if I have something I'm interested in, it'll be that mood boost that helps me get motivated to do other things. YouTube binging hasn't really been fulfilling that role.
